by Chuck Tingle
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
This is tough… the read itself is good. It’s interesting, engaging enough (although I didn’t connect quite as well with our leading lady as I did with our main man in Bury Your Gays—which is Chuck Tingle’s best). Likely the average person looking for a thrilling, bizarre ride will be intrigued. There is all manner of insanity here and Blake Crouch fans will be engaged if nothing else. It lacks the hard science of Crouch novels but for most that is likely a good thing. None of that is the problem I have with Lucky Day. The commentary on our existence, statistical probabilities, and philosophical musings is all more than adequate.
My issues are more personal. And so I can’t give this 5 stars like I might want to. But my reasoning may not make sense to most. The leading lady in Lucky Day is bisexual. I’m also a female bisexual. When we first meet her, the reaction from her Mother is typical. The usual ‘it’s a phase’, ‘bisexual doesn’t exist’, etc. And so I was hopeful that we would be on a journey to really look at what it means to ‘not exist’ but also not belong to any sexual identity. You’re not straight, you’re not gay, you’re not trans. You’re something in-between all of them; subject to emotional feelings most people ignore in themselves just so they can say they are heterosexual or homosexual (cause it’s easier than being bisexual and trying to explain how everyone has the chance to be attractive to you). While Tingle adequately handles the idea of non-existence he never touches on the feelings or emotions behind never belonging.
Let me explain further if I may…
I can go to a cocktail event with my husband, mostly hetero couples, and I pass. I can go to a Pride parade, dish about gorgeous girls and pass. But do I ever belong to either group?
It’s a conundrum that, even at 42 yrs old, with an insanely supportive partner, I have yet to answer. Reality is that most bisexuals end up with a straight partner because that’s just what is easier as our society caters to it. And so many turn their backs on their queer feelings and roll with that identity.
A couple years ago I decided to really embrace my queerness and be more bold that while my partner is a man I’m truly bi. In doing this, I got told, by a lesbian BFF, that I ‘don’t make sense’ and really should ‘pick a side’ because I ‘can’t have the best of both worlds’. It crushes me when I recall those words. Not unlike the continuing journey of emotions our leading lady goes through in this book.
Yet Tingle has missed the sense of ‘missing’ in the middle piece of it all; or it didn’t quite get there and resonate with me. Now this is just my journey with this book. And I think everyone will have a very different one. I just got my hopes up to have some truly honest bisexual representation (for the first time ever) and so maybe got too excited and my expectations were too high.
Lucky Day is one of those books that everyone will get something different from. Its gore factor is quite low for a horror novel. It’s less scary than Tingle’s other books and really stands better with Dark Matter by aforementioned Crouch. I think most will enjoy the insanity of this story; I wish it would rain rainbow confetti, sounds so pretty!!
I’d definitely recommend reading Lucky Day; but I’ll caveat that and say Bury Your Gays has a more gut punch queer feel to it and a lot more action. That said Tingle has cemented himself as a ‘must read’ author for me this year (when not writing ridiculous smut books); and I’ll look forward to his next one confident that not all the queer characters will be dead in the end! :)
Please note: I received an eARC of this book from the publisher via NetGalley. This is an honest and unbiased review.
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My rating: 4 of 5 stars
This is tough… the read itself is good. It’s interesting, engaging enough (although I didn’t connect quite as well with our leading lady as I did with our main man in Bury Your Gays—which is Chuck Tingle’s best). Likely the average person looking for a thrilling, bizarre ride will be intrigued. There is all manner of insanity here and Blake Crouch fans will be engaged if nothing else. It lacks the hard science of Crouch novels but for most that is likely a good thing. None of that is the problem I have with Lucky Day. The commentary on our existence, statistical probabilities, and philosophical musings is all more than adequate.
My issues are more personal. And so I can’t give this 5 stars like I might want to. But my reasoning may not make sense to most. The leading lady in Lucky Day is bisexual. I’m also a female bisexual. When we first meet her, the reaction from her Mother is typical. The usual ‘it’s a phase’, ‘bisexual doesn’t exist’, etc. And so I was hopeful that we would be on a journey to really look at what it means to ‘not exist’ but also not belong to any sexual identity. You’re not straight, you’re not gay, you’re not trans. You’re something in-between all of them; subject to emotional feelings most people ignore in themselves just so they can say they are heterosexual or homosexual (cause it’s easier than being bisexual and trying to explain how everyone has the chance to be attractive to you). While Tingle adequately handles the idea of non-existence he never touches on the feelings or emotions behind never belonging.
Let me explain further if I may…
I can go to a cocktail event with my husband, mostly hetero couples, and I pass. I can go to a Pride parade, dish about gorgeous girls and pass. But do I ever belong to either group?
It’s a conundrum that, even at 42 yrs old, with an insanely supportive partner, I have yet to answer. Reality is that most bisexuals end up with a straight partner because that’s just what is easier as our society caters to it. And so many turn their backs on their queer feelings and roll with that identity.
A couple years ago I decided to really embrace my queerness and be more bold that while my partner is a man I’m truly bi. In doing this, I got told, by a lesbian BFF, that I ‘don’t make sense’ and really should ‘pick a side’ because I ‘can’t have the best of both worlds’. It crushes me when I recall those words. Not unlike the continuing journey of emotions our leading lady goes through in this book.
Yet Tingle has missed the sense of ‘missing’ in the middle piece of it all; or it didn’t quite get there and resonate with me. Now this is just my journey with this book. And I think everyone will have a very different one. I just got my hopes up to have some truly honest bisexual representation (for the first time ever) and so maybe got too excited and my expectations were too high.
Lucky Day is one of those books that everyone will get something different from. Its gore factor is quite low for a horror novel. It’s less scary than Tingle’s other books and really stands better with Dark Matter by aforementioned Crouch. I think most will enjoy the insanity of this story; I wish it would rain rainbow confetti, sounds so pretty!!
I’d definitely recommend reading Lucky Day; but I’ll caveat that and say Bury Your Gays has a more gut punch queer feel to it and a lot more action. That said Tingle has cemented himself as a ‘must read’ author for me this year (when not writing ridiculous smut books); and I’ll look forward to his next one confident that not all the queer characters will be dead in the end! :)
Please note: I received an eARC of this book from the publisher via NetGalley. This is an honest and unbiased review.
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1 comment:
I really need to check one of his books soon! This sounds like maybe just an issue of him trying to write a bisexual character without being b himself and missing a couple of the finer points? Although I get how it can be disappointing after getting really good representation in the other book.
And the bi/pan experience really is so unique, especially with an opposite-sex longterm partner. It's easy to not think about it or even forget it, it's so easy to feel 'not enough' and 'fake', even though none of it is true. Would be nice to truely see this captured in a book some day.
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